omfg its finally back.
must resist urge to try it.
Damnit I really want to do it..
i look at it again and again…
I honestly watched this for the longest time
wow I really want to cut rni haven’t cut in like weeks omfg i need this
Trigger
(Source: mariaj95v, via alliamisdarkness)
(Source: iwant-to-stop-existing, via believe-nobody-cares-deactivate)
1. How old were you when you started self-harming?
[ ] Younger than 4
[ ] 4-5
[ ] 6-7
[ ] 8-9
[ ] 10-11
[x] 12-13
[ ] 14-15
[ ] 15-16
[ ] 16-17
[ ] 18-19
[ ] 20-21
[ ] Older than 21
2. How often do you self-harm?[ ] Depending on what mood I’ve been in…
[ ] More than once a day
[x] Once a day (usually)
[ ] Several times a week
[ ] Once a week
[ ] Two or more times a month
[ ] Once a month
[ ] Several times in a year
[ ] Once a year
[ ] I have stopped[ ] I am trying to stop
3. What method of self-harm do/did you primarily use?
[x] Cutting
[ ] Burning
[ ] Hair-pulling
[x] Scratching
[ ] Interference with the healing of wounds
[x] Hitting or bruising
[ ] Bone breaking
[x] Cutting and Scratching
[ ] Cutting and Burning
[ ] Hitting Head against walls
[x] Binging
[x] Purging
[x] Starving
[x] Biting
[ ] rubber band slaps
4. If You Self Harm What Sexual Orientation Are You?
[ ] Straight Male
[ ] Straight Female
[ ] Bi-Sexual Male
[x] Bi-Sexual Female
[ ] A-sexual female
[ ] A-sexual male
[ ] Homosexual Male
[ ] Homosexual Female
[ ] Transgender Male
[ ] Transgender Female
[ ] Questioning Male
[ ] Questioning Female
[ ] Pan-sexual Male
[ ] Pan-Sexual Female
[ ] Prefer not to answer
[ ] Demisexual Female
5. Which Of These, If Any, Are Something You Struggle With Along With Self-harm?
[ ]Anorexia
[x] Bulimia
[ ]Anorexia and Bulimia
[ ] EDNOS
[x]Suicidal
[ ] Various Psychiatric Disorders (i.e. Bi-polar, Borderline Personality, OCD, Panic, Anxiety, PTSD, Dissociative, Impulse Control Etc.)
[ ] Learning Disabilities
[ ] none of the above ~Not Diagnosed with anything~
6. Do You Think That You (as An Individual) Need Professional Help To Stop Self-harming?
[ ] Yes, The Only Way I Could Stop Is With Professional Help
[ ] No, I Have Stopped On My Own
[ ] No, I Have Stopped On My Own Though I Still Struggle Often And Sometimes Mess Up
[x] I Have No Desire To Stop And Therefore Don’t Need Professional Help
[ ] Yes, I Have Stopped With Professional Help ~In The Past~
[ ] I don’t think I could ever stop without Professional help
[ ] Prefer not to answer
[ ] I don’t know
7. Are You Trying To Stop Self Harming?
[x] No, And I Don’t Want To Stop.
[x] No, But I Would like to Be Able to Stop
[ ] Yes, But I Am Not Doing Very Well
[ ] I Have Stopped but I Still Mess Up
[ ] Every Once In A While
[ ] I Am Completely Self Harm free
8. Does Anyone Know About Your Self Harm?[x] No, No One Knows
[ ] Some People May Have A Vague Idea Of Something
[ ] Yes, But Only My Closest Friend
[ ] Yes. But Only Some of My Family Member
[ ] Yes, Some Friend(s) And Family Member(s) Know
[ ] Yes, All (or Most Of) My Friends Know
[ ] Yes, All (or Most Of) My Family Know
[ ] Yes, People that see my scars/cuts
[ ] Just a couple of people I trust
[ ] Yes, My Therapist, Psychiatrist, etc
9. How many years have you been self-harming?
[ ] 1 or less years
[ ] 2 years
[x] 3 years
[ ] 4 years
[ ] 5 years
[ ] 6 years
[ ] 7 years
[ ] 8 years
[ ] 9 years
[ ] 10 or more years
10. If You Self-harm, Were You Abused Or Neglected (either As A Child Or Later In Life)?
[x] No
[ ] Yes, I Was Emotionally Abused
[ ] Yes, I Was Physically Abused
[ ] Yes, I Was Sexually Abused
[ ] Yes, I Was Emotionally And Physically Abused
[ ] Yes, I Was Physically And Sexually Abused
[ ] Yes, I Was Sexually And Emotionally Abused
[ ] Yes, I Was Emotionally, Physically And Sexually Abused
[ ] Yes, I Was Neglected
[ ] Yes, I Was Neglected As Well As Being Abused
[ ] Prefer not to answer
11. Would you label yourself as Emo?
[ ] Yes
[x] No
[ ] I guess..?
12. Do others label you as Emo?
[ ] Yes
[ ] No
[x] Some People
[ ] I don’t know
13. What would others label you as? (Chose all that apply) Please select all that apply.
[ ] Prep
[ ] Goth
[ ] Emo[ ] Punk
[ ] Nerd
[ ] Hipster
[ ] Pothead
[ ] Poser
[ ] Skater
[ ] Druggie
[ ] Normal
[ ] I don’t know
[ ] I don’t believe in labels[x] Japanese Freak
14. What is your reaction when you see other people’s self-harm scars/cuts/marks? (Choose all that apply)
[x] I want to get to know them
[x] I wonder what they went through to feel that was a way out
[ ] I want to get as far as possible from them so no one will find out about my own self-harm
[x] I will acknowledge them as someone who shares something in common with me
[ ] I would never even acknowledge them
[x] What happened for them to start cutting
[ ] Fear
[x] Interest
[x] Sadness
[ ] Happiness
[ ] Don’t really care
[ ] No reaction
[ ] Surprise
[ ] Relief
[ ] Jealousy
[ ]Upset that nobody else cuts as bad as me
[ ]Happy that nobody else cuts as bad as me
(Source: to-be-everything, via lostlittleghost)
